The two or however recent posts on this blog really shows what kind of mind someone is in when they are not happy at a particular time.
Specifically I had to write down the thoughts in my mind when I didn't want to talk it out with anyone else. Like the thoughts in my mind were going to spill out, but I didn't want to open up my vulnerabilities to anyone, so I come online and spill my guts to my anonymous blog that no one will read.
The security of an empty stage gives me ease, knowing no one will take advantage of it. And after it is out there on the stage, I feel much more solid stepping off. I feel much more different to whoever I was talking about, to whomever I feel whatever feelings towards, and to my outlook past it, after writing it down; almost as if I'm letting my feelings go.
EDIT: The two posts before this one has been taken back to drafts. It's much better that way; less bad vibrations.
